I refuse to be one of those bloggers who isn't realistic. Life is hard and wonderful at the same time. sometimes I wonder if moving here was worth it...On one hand we will be able to buy a much bigger house than we ever anticipated,send our kids to the best schools if we want................. however Steve works non-stop with his new promotion............ Our girls have limited time with cousins and grandparents, yet it's more anticipated and appreciated....is there really a happy balance? So here is my rant (aka blog). Yes I will have a large glass of wine and wake up tomorrow with a full nights sleep and optimistic outlook...( power of positive thinking right! :)
So today was one of those days, the kind where you know what kind of day it's going to be so you don't want to get out of bed days...today has been building up for a while, hubby has been workin 18 hour days non-stop, both kiddos have had strep, ear infections, and coughs within the last week, and I haven't slept more than two hours In a row at night in weeks... This means lack of sleep and we all know how well I do on no sleep (insert sarcastic remark). Ths is all in addition to one of my friends and close neighbor who is moving about 25 minutes away. Normally not a big deal but when you move 1500 miles from every person you know, starting over is hard and you meet a few close friends who yout rust and dont want ANYTHING to change...Honestly I knew this move was coming, but seeing the moving boxes has really brought alot of these emotions of moving down here all over again. Both Steve and my Mom says it's normal to have these emotions, but when you've literally moved thousands of miles, while preggers and without knowing a soul, you tend to not really like any kind of change.
Today was hard. But that's life. I'm grateful for everything I do have and that is what I am going to think when I sleep tonight. So here is to positive changes:)